its not really goodbye.. okay?
day 9: a random photo
its funny how one simple word can be very powerful.its funny how it can affect our life, our whole existence. and its funny how people just drift apart, as they grow up.
have you ever experienced losing someone that means a lot to you? someone that you never imagine you'd live without...
you tell yourself everyday that its okay, because you grew up knowing that "it doesnt matter how long they've stayed, what matters is that they left a mark in your heart".
but the truth is, deep down inside us, its not okay. its never okay to lose someone you love.
someone that once made you happy.. and made you feel so alive.
someone that once made you happy.. and made you feel so alive.
so you go and tell yourself again to "never regret something that once made you happy." but its just so hard to beleive that.. and live with that.
because it was never okay knowing that, that person that once made you laugh at the top of your lungs.. is now the very reason you cant stop tears falling form your eyes.
they say people come and people go in to our life but it doesnt matter how long they've stayed, what matters is that they have touched our life in every way possible.
but is that even reasonable enough? coz it only makes me wonder why i even met you, if you'll just leave.
though i know that in this world full of people, we have to accept the fact that in the end, all we'll have is just ourself.
all the people that you love and loves you will all leave. because the truth is, we all have to move on and live our own life.
we cant stay with our friends side forever.we cant stay in our 'comfort zone' for life.
and that fact just hurts me too much that sometimes i wish i never even met you, if someday you'll just gonna leve me with nothing but... memories.
memories that will bring sadness and... regrets.
it hurts knowing that all those times we shared, the laughter, the tears, the never ending giggles... were nothing but a dark memory of the past.
yes, people change.. as time goes by... you may forget what i once was to you, what you were once to me... what we were to each other's lives.
still, if someday... even if all we had left are memories, i hope you wouldnt really think of them as memories that will makes you sad.. rather please remember them as moments we spent laughing and crying.. together.
coz in this world, i may have changed and even forget who you were to me, but i will forever treasure the memories you left me... you have spent with me.
because memories are the only thing that will never ever change, even if the people in it did.
Tuesday, June 8, 2010 @ 6:11:00 PM / comments
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