Find me.
My mind is bursting with a lot of thoughts. Its as if its all I have left.
I hate other people's sympathy.
I feel pathetic whenever they look at me with those sad eyes like its the end of the world for me. Which come to think of it, maybe it really is the end for me.
When you lose someone you love so much, people console with you and asked you if your okay. But really, they don't want to know. They just want you to be okay, so they can be okay as well. They just want you to move on with your life, so they can move on with theirs as well.
They don't want to know how hard every waking day is. They don't want to know how one simple song can make you cry so much, you feel like there were no more tears left. They don't want to know how even just a single word can trigger everything that pains you. They don't want to know how hard it is to go on living your life like before.
You feel empty and scared. Its like its wrong to even crack a smile. It feels like a big crime to be happy again.
They say when you lose someone you love, your heart will broke into pieces. But my hearts is not broken, its lost.I am lost.
Thursday, February 17, 2011 @ 7:30:00 PM / comments
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