Delirium.
Oh hi. Now I've got manners. Hah.
Its been a while since I've been myself. So surprise surprise. I'm back bitches!
Not really back back. Just back. Find the difference.
I've change my pictures on my side bar! Looky looky! I got short hair now. And I am hating it. I don't know what's got into me when I went to the salon and chop it off. I am deeply grieving for my hair.
No really, I did it my for Daddy. You know the thing about girls and their hair and depression? Connect the dots hun. And that's that. Its relevance is a mystery to me though. Like what's with guys working out when their depressed? Srsly dude.
No really, I did it my for Daddy. You know the thing about girls and their hair and depression? Connect the dots hun. And that's that. Its relevance is a mystery to me though. Like what's with guys working out when their depressed? Srsly dude.
Its been 3 weeks now. And I'm still not use to my new life. Though new isn't the right word. I'd still wake up sometimes and for a split second I forgot, and then I'd wait for Daddy to come home just like before... and then suddenly I remember and it hits me like a kick in my stomach. Then comes the pain and the tears. But that's okay. The pain is a part of me now. Like its a natural thing, y'know. Like breathing or waking up. And sometimes that makes me mad. But then again, that's just okay. Who said I got a choice?
Enough with the drama though. I'm tired of moping and sulking around. That even this blog screams d e p r e s s i o n . And who would really want that? You don't, much less I don't. But whoever said we got a choice? Hah!
And just so you know, I'm still not fine. But I'm trying to be. That's good enough right?
And just so you know, I'm still not fine. But I'm trying to be. That's good enough right?
Tuesday, March 1, 2011 @ 1:19:00 AM / comments
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