I miss you Daddy. :(
Honestly, I don't know what to feel anymore. Too much thoughts, too much emotions. This is suffocating. Don't you think? I should be happy, but I can't even crack a genuine smile without my face hurting. It feels so unfair. This sadness doesn't feel very healthy anymore. Sometimes, its okay. Sometimes, I can bear it. But not now. Not this time.
I've been pretending for far too long. I've been telling myself to stop crying for a very long time already. But not this time. This time, I'm not fighting it.
But I promise I will be strong. I promise I'll try to face and accept this.
Because when you left, I didn't move on. I only learn to live with it.
Thursday, July 28, 2011 @ 11:28:00 PM / comments
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